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“Why Don’t You Just Push Through?”

So many great posts from other spoonies today…

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Today, someone said to me something that I know a lot of people are thinking. “Why don’t you just push through? Why don’t you just try to live normally and do what you want, regardless if you might hurt a little more the next day.” “Maybe if you stay busy, and get a part-time job, you would feel better.”

I didn’t know what to say. I was so taken aback that I couldn’t even respond without stuttering while also trying to be polite. Because apparently I am a meek, passive person. Soon after, I cried. I cried a lot. Because that’s what meek people do.

I cried because I am feeling insecure. I am scared that my mind doesn’t work as well as it used to. I get so frustrated when I can’t find the words to complete my thoughts… I know my body isn’t strong like it once was…

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Uncategorized

“Why Don’t You Just Push Through?”

So many great posts from other spoonies today….

lipstick warpaint

Today, someone said to me something that I know a lot of people are thinking. “Why don’t you just push through? Why don’t you just try to live normally and do what you want, regardless if you might hurt a little more the next day.” “Maybe if you stay busy, and get a part-time job, you would feel better.”

I didn’t know what to say. I was so taken aback that I couldn’t even respond without stuttering while also trying to be polite. Because apparently I am a meek, passive person. Soon after, I cried. I cried a lot. Because that’s what meek people do.

I cried because I am feeling insecure. I am scared that my mind doesn’t work as well as it used to. I get so frustrated when I can’t find the words to complete my thoughts… I know my body isn’t strong like it once was…

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Surrounded in the thick of brain fog

Although I haven’t been diagnosed with POTS, I suffer from severe brain fog. This post by Sophia describes it excellently!

Spoonie Sophia

Brain fog, otherwise known as cognitive impairment, is a very common symptom in many chronic illnesses, such as M.E/chronic fatigue syndrome, postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome (POTS) and more. Forgetfulness, difficulty focusing, thinking and communicating are common descriptors of the fog. For me it is one of the most debilitating symptoms and I want to use this post to explain to non-sufferers what it is like to have a foggy brain!

Brain fog stops us from being able to concentrate on anything for very long at all – to illustrate this I’m am going to log the times of the day when my brain is clear enough to write this post.

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I have postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome (POTS). Brain fog in POTS is caused by a lack of blood flow to the brain. When a person with POTS stands or is upright, blood pools in the lower…

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Healing, Creamy Sweet Potato and Rutabaga Soup with Bok Choy

In case you guys haven't noticed, I've been really obsessed with soup lately. It's the only way I can get bone broth in (I can't stand it on it's own!) and my tummy is really needing that healing bone broth. So, massive amounts of soup it is!Ingredients:6-8 cups of bone broth1 sweet potato1 rutabaga4-6 baby… Continue reading Healing, Creamy Sweet Potato and Rutabaga Soup with Bok Choy