So many great posts from other spoonies today….
Today, someone said to me something that I know a lot of people are thinking. “Why don’t you just push through? Why don’t you just try to live normally and do what you want, regardless if you might hurt a little more the next day.” “Maybe if you stay busy, and get a part-time job, you would feel better.”
I didn’t know what to say. I was so taken aback that I couldn’t even respond without stuttering while also trying to be polite. Because apparently I am a meek, passive person. Soon after, I cried. I cried a lot. Because that’s what meek people do.
I cried because I am feeling insecure. I am scared that my mind doesn’t work as well as it used to. I get so frustrated when I can’t find the words to complete my thoughts… I know my body isn’t strong like it once was…
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